Wednesday, January 6, 2010


i'm so tired... i'm so tired of being tired. i sometimes forget that i have sleep apnea, and that it has an effect on my day to day life. also that i suffer from depression, and that it also has an effect on my day to day life. i don't know. i just want things to get better, but i guess i don't seem to be willing to do too much work. i'm just so... uncomfortably comfortable in this place. i don't know. i'm kind of scared, but then i also don't care. i wish i cared more about myself.


  1. I had sleep apnea. I got a sleep study done where they tried to make me go to sleep with a hundred wires strapped to my body and it was impossible! The results suggested I had both sleep apnea and insomnia.

    Then they yanked out my tonsils. It was awful.